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Tuesday, December 17th, 2002
5:13 pm
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Wednesday, December 11th, 2002
2:10 pm - PS
oh, by the way, the movie is called "The Legend of 1900" not 1990. : )
-j

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2:06 pm
Greetings,

Today school was cancelled because of an ice storm. I hope the storm picks up a little so the day off will feel justified. Oh well. I saw a lovely movie this morning called "The Legend of 1990". I'm not going to say what it's about, I'll leave that to you. Um, I feel sort of odd. I want to play guitar. I'll practice later tonite, but right now I'm in the mood to just play. I wish I could go to the record store and buy some records, but it's too icy on the roads. : ( oh well. In that case, I must be off. farewell.
Until then,
-j

current mood: calm

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Monday, December 9th, 2002
10:12 pm
Greetings,

Today was a nice day. The play rehearsals are over and I have my old schedule back now. It's nice having time to practice the guitar again. : ) I love the guitar and I love jazz music. Aww. I went to some music stores with my friend Adam. It was a nice time. I like hanging out with Adam. A 53 year old sax player answered my ad for wanted musicians. We're going to jam in about 2 weeks. I'm excited. It should be real good. If nothing else, I hope he can give me some tips on how I might be able to improve. But it would be better if we could start some sort of working group, but I'm not going to get my hopes up. I'm watching WWE now. I love it, and so does Matthew Shipp, so it's acceptable. : )
Until then,
-j

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Sunday, December 8th, 2002
11:07 pm
Greetings,

I had a lovely weekend. I will tell you about it. On Friday we finally performed the school musical Grease. I know, it's lame, but for some reason I agreed to play guitar for them. So, it was performed and it was a fun time. Afterwards everyone for the most part went to Krispy Kreme Doughnuts, and that was decent, but I feel awkward around those people. Oh well. Anyway, the next day the play was performed once again. This was the last show. Oh, and on a side note, I ate sesame fried tofu for dinner. It was delicious. Anyway, they performed it and I think it went better than the first time. Then there was a party at a cast members house. I felt extremely awkward in this situation, but as time went on I became more comfortable. There was a bottle of vodka, and that always makes me feel more sociable. I also slept with my sister's friend, that was nice. It's very comforting to have the warmth of another human next to you. Anyway, today I went to karaoke at this play called Jim Dandy's. I sang Quiet Riot. And I rocked it up.
Until then,
-j

current mood: cheerful

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Monday, December 2nd, 2002
11:37 am
I had a dream last nite. I want to write about it because it was odd. dreams are never as vivid when i wake up. but it's something about how i had to move from here and to my surprise, i was freaking out. so, we went to this town called 'lynchburg'. and at this school i went to there were white supremacists all over the building singing and there were also catholics all over the building singing hymns. and i remember me flipping them off. anyway. i get into the school, and i'm all pissed off and for some reason i see this kid who i kind of knew in fargo. his name is mike ressl. haha. so that was really weird. and then somehow i was just supposed to live at this school by myself so i was freaking out. and i have to go to the classes, and they want me to get up and sing and dance, but i never do because i can't talk. and i ask this girl if i can have a drink of her snapple, and she gives me a weird look, but says 'yes'. haha. it was odd

current mood: confused

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Sunday, December 1st, 2002
9:08 pm
Greetings,

Today I went to a flea market. And it was the most amazing place I've ever seen in my life. What is better than people who are near retardation selling their worthless shit? Nothing, that's what. I bought a record and some pictures of people who I don't know. I plan to hang them on my wall and pray to them nightly. Nightly. This morning I watched the movie called "Cool World". Now, this movie is pretty mediocre, but what makes it incredible is the fact that a man fucks a sexy Marilyn Monroe-esque cartoon. It's great.

current mood: amused

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Friday, November 22nd, 2002
8:29 pm
Greetings,

I am so thankful that the week is over. I'm incredibly sore, but I do not know why. I refrain from physical activity. Oh well. I've been working on composing music lately. Experimenting with Ornette Coleman's harmolodic theory in my composing. Mainly regarding the melody lines. The idea is this: I write a melody line, then I have another instrument play it in unison with me, except they play it a half step lower. It sounds beautifully disorienting. Other than music, my life is so dull. If I didn't have music, I don't know what I would do with myself. It keeps me occupied and it keeps me happy. Whew.
Until then,
-j

current mood: sore

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Tuesday, November 19th, 2002
6:12 pm
Greetings,

Last weekend was very exxxciting. I will tell you about it. Alright. Friday I left for NYC to see THE RESIDENTS! I arrived in Manhattan about 1 1/2 hours before the show was to start, but I couldn't find how to get into Brooklyn. But eventually I made it to the hotel, and I was scared because it was 15 minutes until the show. I quick checked in, and grabbed a cab to the show. The cabbie didn't really know where the place was, but 15 minutes after the show was to start, I arrived. And to my luck, they hadn't started yet. So, then they came on! It was so amazing. They weren't wearing their traditional garb, but there was a red demon running around because it was the "Demons Dance Alone" tour. It was brilliant. So, the show last about 3 hours, and then I came back to the hotel. The next day I was off to Philly. I got into Philly and met up with my friend Sheila who goes to school there. We walked around and then she showed me her dorm. It was raining and bitter cold, so I borrowed some of her clothes. Then we went to the movie "Bowling for Columbine". It was one of the best movies I've seen. After that we went out for some food. Then I got a psychic reading by Psychic Madonna. It was a total scam, but oh well. Her kids were running around and stuff. It was odd. Then we went to some record stores and after that I wanted to go to a porn store. So after debating whether we should walk in or not, we entered. It was kind of anticlimatic, but I got to check out the jerk off rooms and that was funny. They had dildos and such. Which is always amusing. After that we went back to her dorm and I slept there. The next day I got up, and came back "home". Well, there you have it. A much more exxxciting weekend then I usually have.
Until then,
-j

current mood: content

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Sunday, November 10th, 2002
9:38 pm
Greetings,

Today was one of the most lethargic days I've had in a long time. And it's not because of the lack of opportunities for lethargy, it's just that I can usually occupy myself with music or literature. But today I couldn't even do that. Oh well. I discovered that I really enjoy watching the Travel Channel. Someday I'm going to get up and go to some exotic island and not tell anyone and not come back for 4 months. It'll be so lovely. So, now I will address the burning question: how was it spending time in a steam room with naked old men? At first there was some inevitable awkwardness, but quickly I got used to it and even enjoyed it. And what's funny is that after taking a shower and walking past the steam room again, I heard an old man making what sounded like orgasmic noises. Part of me hopes he wasn't masturbating and part of me hopes he does, because that would be truly hilarious.
Until then,
-j

current mood: lethargic

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Saturday, November 9th, 2002
5:34 pm
Greetings,

Today I bought a truly amazing record entitled "At the Golden Circle Volume 1" by Ornette Coleman Trio. My good friend David turned me on to the record. And it's brilliant. I played guitar today, which was genius as usual. I need to get ahold of this drummer so I can jam with him sometime in the near future. The bassist and drummer who are playing with Ornette on the album are truly amazing. I'm so happy I bought it. BUT I realize I should've also purchased Volume 2, because I had enough money. Oh well. Today I'm going to a steam room with a plethora of naked old men! I almost wish I was joking.
Until then,
-j

current mood: energetic

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Friday, November 8th, 2002
9:28 pm
Greetings,

I apologize, but keep in mind when I said my "jazz love", I am referring to a girl I met who is into jazz. Not the actual music. My love of jazz is still thriving. Just don't want any confusion
Until then,
-j

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9:16 pm
Greetings,

I apologize for the wait. I will try to be more diligent in my efforts. Well, in any case, let's get to business, shall we? In the past few days I've suffered head trauma. It was quite painful. I visited the dentist today, I wanted to fucking kill the woman sticking all her drills in my mouth. I can steal feel it. I'm going to vomit. Excuse me. It turns out that my jazz love wasn't anything more than a case of the "CD Complex" which I was experiencing. I tend to falll in love very easily. Perhaps it's my desperation which drives me to it. But I'm not going to entertain you with my despair, I'm going to bore you with more ramblings. I need to get an Ornette Coleman cd entitled "Live at the Golden Circle". It's him in a trio setting and it should be amazing. I've came to a conclusion that I will have very meaningful relationships with male friends, and then keep a lot of female whores. Because sexually I am attracted to women, whereas intellectually and mentally I'm attracted to men. It's very disappointing that women are so bland. They make me want to shoot myself in vital organs. I mean, I can't even simulate the act of sex by masturbation as well as women can, which is very disappointing as well. Because if blow up dolls really worked, I'd never need a woman. I could say 'Fuck you girl, I have a blow up doll. She doesn't make stupid fucking comments and embarass me with her incompetence!" That'd be terrific. I'm "talking" to one right now. It's not even talking, it's more like me amusing myself with an ape. fuck fuck fuck. Good help is so hard to find. Oh, and I got into the jazz band. That was no problem. Because I am the second coming of Christ and Mohammad. Both. Yes. Both.
Until then
-j

current mood: aggravated

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Tuesday, November 5th, 2002
9:50 pm
Greetings,

Today was splendid in it's monotony. I got much practicing done, which always puts me in a jovial mood. Tomorrow I plan to audition for the schools "jazz band", if you can even call it that. Fuckers. Wish me luck I suppose. For what? Yeah, I don't know either. I heart Marquis De Sade

current mood: calm

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Monday, November 4th, 2002
10:27 pm
Greetings,

This past weekend was lovely. I got to see Sheila and rendez vous with her, and that is always nice. I'm reading 120 Days of Sodom by Marquis De Sade. It's so amazing and fucked up. I love it. School is semi depressing because the only people who's company I sincerely enjoy are gone. But, oh well. The departure gets closer every second. WWE Raw is on, and as embarassed as I am to admit it, I am watching it. Would anyone be interested in a managa deux cent?
Until then
-j

current mood: relaxed

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Sunday, November 3rd, 2002
1:30 pm
Greetings,

Yesterday was splendid. I'm not in the proper mood to elaborate, but you can trust me. Today I feel odd. I can't quite explain the emotion. I will be playing "Anthropology" until I can't stand it anymore and until it is mastered. Does anyone know what Nash Kato is doing nowadays? I don't, and it bothers me. Why is there all this seemingly humorous sexual tension between every female friend I've had. Hmm. Oh well. Wish me luck,
Until then,
-j

current mood: confused

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Friday, November 1st, 2002
11:57 pm
Greetings,

Yesterday was Halloween. It was much more fun than Halloween last year. I went out with my acquainfriends Sheila, Omer, Jackie, and Sarah. We trick or treated, dined, and danced to the "Rock Lobster" song. I man named Guy fucked me and ejaculated on my amniotic sac. Mmm. And I got my real book! I am so happy. It has so many great songs that my other real book excludes. Love me, love my real book. 5th edition.
Until then,
-j

current mood: envious

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Thursday, October 31st, 2002
5:18 pm
Greetings,

Happy Halloween. Today I went to school dressed as a pregnant woman. It was quite fun. I have a large red mark on my back from being duct taped. Ow. Hopefully I will go out tonite, last year I sat alone in a room and watched an edited version of Halloween 2. It was very depressing. Wish me the best. Thank you.
Until then,
-j

current mood: horny

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Wednesday, October 30th, 2002
8:59 pm
Greetings,

Today was decent. But tomorrow is Halloween and I am ecstatic. I am dressing as a pregnant woman. I look beautiful. I want to fuck myself. : ) Karlheinz Stockhausen and John Cage are amazing.
Until then,
-j

current mood: ecstatic

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Tuesday, October 29th, 2002
9:41 pm
Greetings,

I don't feel so well right now. I didn't practice as much as I had intended today and now I'm kind of bummed. Oh well. So be it. For some odd reason I'm listening to the soundtrack to "Hype". Perhaps it's because of all the new press Nirvana is getting due to the new song and whatnot. Oh well. I'd try to be witty right now, but I'm not in the mood.
Until then,
-j

current mood: depressed

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